Bye august

viewed back my previous post, hmm, I love blogging in between the late afternoon. 

exhausted is my word-of-the-sem for this bloody semester.

truly wish that next semester will be less heavy, gimme some break dear UTAR! 

Vividar suggested me to have birthday party this year. 

well, I LOVE PARTY and I think I will have 1 for my 23rd birthday celebration. Teehee.

this year most probability will be my last bday celebration together with my uni-gang.

so much 舍不得. 

will make sure that everyone can enjoy till the max during the party :) 

recently bonded back with my primary school bestie - huiyee  (づ￣3￣)づ╭❤～

it's a blessed gift to me.

she truly is a great listener and she is too lovely to describe, xoxo 

that feeling of getting people to understand you is priceless.

can't wait to meet her again during September! 

Bangkok and Huahin trip is always like....so near yet so far.

damn my patience. why the fcuk I got no patience at all.

Hope everything goes well. 

Tattoo. Tattoo. Tattoo.

I'm a rebellious kid :(

I want it so much no matter how strongly my parents against it.

I want something meaningful to be inked on my body.

It's an art. It's a reminder for me too.

25 years old to get my very first tattoo and I'm starting to search for the best tattoo inspiration for myself.

off-to-sleep-mood.

tata.

大小孩

从小就很爱作弄人 也不懂干嘛 就很有成就感 哈哈哈
好啦 总有一天报应会找上我

小时候从表妹口中得知表弟超害怕娃娃
尤其是barbie doll
我居然串通姐姐一起吓表弟
我们把barbie doll衣服趴光然后头发弄得乱乱的
摇晃着barbie doll向表弟前进 有够变态
表弟都快吓死了 在我家胡乱飞奔躲我们

小学最过分是放图钉在同学椅子上
然后眼睁睁看着同学坐下去了 自己什么也没说 等看好戏
默默倒数着 结果同学张大口 连喊都没声音就跑去厕所了
那时我居然还笑得出来 ==

中学最爱趁同学还没坐下时把椅子拉走
同学一屁股跌坐在地上的样子我现在还记得很清楚 :3
有一次是朋友在喝着水的时候
我就白痴开了这个玩笑
结果她不只跌了 还一整瓶水往自己身上倒
然后她就气哭了 我傻呆呆去
哈哈哈 想回我没被揍还真是万幸

上大学还是一样 找到机会就会皮痒作弄人
有次晚上跟同学去喝茶 桌子上摆了很漂亮的白蜡烛
我拿起来看才得知蜡烛是假的 火焰是用灯的效果形成
我就捧着蜡烛要给我室友看 然后假假不小心把蜡烛打翻了 丢在她大腿上
结果她喊超大声 我开心死了 哈哈哈哈哈
平时在宿舍也很时常趁室友洗澡差不多完的时候站在浴室门外
等她一开门就大喊然后飞奔出门外
可怜的室友 幼稚的我 :3

我觉得爱作弄人的个性应该会一直延续到我死为止吧
以后我的小孩应该都是被我吓大的 ︿(￣︶￣)︿

Those dreams of mine

Aloha July :)

Found that I tend to turn my blog post into some sort of poem as it seems like I like to start or end each line with the same sentence. So, NO MORE POEM-MODE THIS TIME. 

I used to have dreams and used to believe that dreams can be easily come true as long as I've tried. But reality is a bitch. It doesn't cater what you need and it turned you down, again and again. 

Currently, I convinced myself that: Dreams, are for rich people. You know what I mean.

I amused those famous Malaysia bloggers especially Jane Chuck and Daphne, They achieved so much at the same age with me. I felt my life kinda empty compare with them. I wish I can have a cafe, I wish I can travel around without worrying much on my financial conditions, I wish I can get invited for fashion week, I wish I can be on the magazine cover page one day. 

Dreams are too huge. I am too greedy. 

Risk taker won. Perhaps. That's why I'm still here. 

Malaysia's politic sucks. It seriously upsetting me. So much. Damn much. 

I would like to pursue a master within two years after I graduated. 

If there is a chance, even a minor possibility, I wish to be in the PR field. 

Event and party planning company sound extremely fun!

Two dream courses and career of mine: PR and AV. 

See what am I taking now? English education course -.-

Can't tell what am I chasing right at this moment.

Maybe plain happiness will be just fine for me.

Once again I want to have a short getaway with my buddies. 

I really like beach, the breeze, and the wind, that make me feel nothing ever will be better than that.

Oh, ya. I always wish that, I can have a pair of 虎牙。

I SERIOUSLY OBSESSED WITH 虎牙!!!

心情好or心情坏？

做了个噩梦。醒来心情乱糟糟。已经好久没试过睡觉时不做梦了。
也许因为很爱在睡前想一堆东西吧，自找的，呵呵。

心情不好会做什么？听歌，唱歌，在youtube找搞笑视频。

好久没哭了。每次眼泪打转就告诉自己不许哭，吸气吸气。
最后一次好像是去年年中，在没人的房间跟着Jelly脸书聊天。
聊着聊着，我告诉她我要崩溃了憋得很辛苦她说哭吧你还有我撑着。
最后就是精神瓦解，哭超大声，抽泣了好一段时间才停止。

有时候我以为自己隐藏得很好。
但微微的闷闷不乐，妈妈居然察觉得出。
妈妈果然是女超人啊！

心情不好，也特别想出去走走。
最常去咖啡厅。一个人想心事。
然后看看周围有没有笑话发生。哈哈哈

可是庆幸，真的超庆幸自己born to be开心果！
除了很怕病痛外，其他事情都会往好一边去想。
钱没再赚，失恋再谈，只有生命不能重来所以要珍惜它的精彩 —— 周杰伦说的！

心情坏了补一补吧，开心是项选择 :)

我是老师，怎样？

又是个被满满思绪轰炸的一天。

庆幸自己还有个小天地让我发泄。都在乱写。反正我爱。

谈未来吧。在读着的大家，对，我是老师。

我对于这份神圣的职业还保留着热枕。

喜欢和学生闹在一块，当然，认真时还须认真的。

Good teacher teach, Great teacher INSPIRE. 

这是我一辈子不会忘记的伟言。

然而，在这稍微封闭的国家里，老师背负的压力可不是开玩笑的。

我这里所说的，不只是工作量，而是世俗眼光，大众的指指点点。

我还在求学中，未是正式老师，就已经因为穿着打扮和作风大胆而被亏。

“老师能这样吗？”  “你是老师，该有老师样!”

诸位，谢谢提点。老师，该看起来怎样的呢？

是不是外表造就内涵？

上班时，我穿着得体，也很努力于教学上做出不一样的东西。 

下班后，那是我私生活，私人空间，怎么穿怎么做还必须被人左右吗？

Get a life, people. There's a lot of things outside waiting for you to do.

I owe my life. I handle it nicely. I love what I do. Thanks for concern.

曾经，我对一位副校长抱怨。

她告诉我：老师不是看外表，而是看智慧。

谢谢您。这给了我很大鼓励。

虽然我智慧没很高，但我在努力着 :)

爸爸妈妈是我永远的偶像。他们俩可算是德高望重的老师。

很爱爸爸的教学法，也很爱妈妈管理学生的方式。

家里小时候家教蛮严，但爸妈还是会给与我和姐姐足够的空间。

我们的童年用幸福来形容是不足够的 :)

有时候，因为我的任性，因为我要坚持自己的原则，而让父母担心，甚至被误会宠坏我，我真的很抱歉，当然也很生气。

无法管制别人的口说些什么，想些什么。

我只坚持我自己独有的风格。

为别人而活有意义吗？那是多么辛苦的事。

谢谢所有喜欢我相信我支持我的人。

爱你们。

Fate believer

I believe in fate. Fate is a gift from God.

Everyone enter your life for a reason. They are the reasons that make you laugh, make you cry, make you smile, make you miserable, make you angry etc. 

My life is surrounded by tons of people and fortunate for me, most of them are lovely :)

I'm a talkative person and it's pretty weird for me to find out that there REALLY are some people inside my life circle which I hardly talk to. My mind totally went blank when I was with them. Awkwardness overload. Fate brought me and my friends together. We get bonded quickly without any reasons. Maybe it's because we shared the same laughing spot (笑点), I guess? lol

I'm lucky to have Mr.Chin as well. Too much luck in my life :)

We might not have the same interest, but we have the same idol - Jay Chou. Hahahaha! I'm quite guilty that I often get mood swing and troublesome him all the time. I can happily talk to him at this second and the next second started to become extremely impatient because of some external issues. I am not good at handling my emotion. Too impulsive. Too aggressive. Mr.Chin is totally the other way round. We are like 2 pieces of puzzle connected together, 互补 （づ￣3￣）づ╭❤～

Recently I get the precious chance to reunite with my primary schoolmates. You have no idea how glad I am! I can't sleep at the exact day of Choy Ling's wedding due to over-excited. I love hanging around with them. Looking forward to the next meet up! 

Cousins. Another important roles. My life is plain without them. We can play whatever we want when we are together. 2 of them will enter to collage very soon. The time for us to meet up will become lesser and lesser due to different holiday periods. *Sob sob* Good luck and God blessed to your collage life Angelique and Jian Kai! 

懒人难得发贴

4个月下来不懂是第几次的喉咙疼了

操管他的，今天，星期五，TGIF! 不能让小事影响好心情！

发觉自己病的时候最爱钻牛角尖，把自己搞得身心疲惫。
所以要时时警惕自己：别病倒了！
病了会超粘人，很容易失去安全感。
那不是我那不是我那不是我！*呐喊*

上个月是喜事连连的日子，出席了三场婚礼 :)
内心就是满满的温暖与喜悦  ヽ(✿ﾟ▽ﾟ)ノ

这个月是出走月
北上吉打去佩恩家捣乱再奔向Langkawi!
然后参加了Spektra Run，和fern fern去KL趴趴走!

接下来的日子就让我闷死家中吧.... =_________=

昨晚纠结伦po照片，预告有人怀孕了，是...昆凌吗？(什么白痴问题==)
只知道是扁嘴入睡了....哈哈 好啦 开玩笑 真的话 就祝福你咯 <3

好玩的心藏不住