心情好or心情坏？

做了个噩梦。醒来心情乱糟糟。已经好久没试过睡觉时不做梦了。
也许因为很爱在睡前想一堆东西吧，自找的，呵呵。

心情不好会做什么？听歌，唱歌，在youtube找搞笑视频。

好久没哭了。每次眼泪打转就告诉自己不许哭，吸气吸气。
最后一次好像是去年年中，在没人的房间跟着Jelly脸书聊天。
聊着聊着，我告诉她我要崩溃了憋得很辛苦她说哭吧你还有我撑着。
最后就是精神瓦解，哭超大声，抽泣了好一段时间才停止。

有时候我以为自己隐藏得很好。
但微微的闷闷不乐，妈妈居然察觉得出。
妈妈果然是女超人啊！

心情不好，也特别想出去走走。
最常去咖啡厅。一个人想心事。
然后看看周围有没有笑话发生。哈哈哈

可是庆幸，真的超庆幸自己born to be开心果！
除了很怕病痛外，其他事情都会往好一边去想。
钱没再赚，失恋再谈，只有生命不能重来所以要珍惜它的精彩 —— 周杰伦说的！

心情坏了补一补吧，开心是项选择 :)

我是老师，怎样？

又是个被满满思绪轰炸的一天。

庆幸自己还有个小天地让我发泄。都在乱写。反正我爱。

谈未来吧。在读着的大家，对，我是老师。

我对于这份神圣的职业还保留着热枕。

喜欢和学生闹在一块，当然，认真时还须认真的。

Good teacher teach, Great teacher INSPIRE. 

这是我一辈子不会忘记的伟言。

然而，在这稍微封闭的国家里，老师背负的压力可不是开玩笑的。

我这里所说的，不只是工作量，而是世俗眼光，大众的指指点点。

我还在求学中，未是正式老师，就已经因为穿着打扮和作风大胆而被亏。

“老师能这样吗？”  “你是老师，该有老师样!”

诸位，谢谢提点。老师，该看起来怎样的呢？

是不是外表造就内涵？

上班时，我穿着得体，也很努力于教学上做出不一样的东西。 

下班后，那是我私生活，私人空间，怎么穿怎么做还必须被人左右吗？

Get a life, people. There's a lot of things outside waiting for you to do.

I owe my life. I handle it nicely. I love what I do. Thanks for concern.

曾经，我对一位副校长抱怨。

她告诉我：老师不是看外表，而是看智慧。

谢谢您。这给了我很大鼓励。

虽然我智慧没很高，但我在努力着 :)

爸爸妈妈是我永远的偶像。他们俩可算是德高望重的老师。

很爱爸爸的教学法，也很爱妈妈管理学生的方式。

家里小时候家教蛮严，但爸妈还是会给与我和姐姐足够的空间。

我们的童年用幸福来形容是不足够的 :)

有时候，因为我的任性，因为我要坚持自己的原则，而让父母担心，甚至被误会宠坏我，我真的很抱歉，当然也很生气。

无法管制别人的口说些什么，想些什么。

我只坚持我自己独有的风格。

为别人而活有意义吗？那是多么辛苦的事。

谢谢所有喜欢我相信我支持我的人。

爱你们。

Fate believer

I believe in fate. Fate is a gift from God.

Everyone enter your life for a reason. They are the reasons that make you laugh, make you cry, make you smile, make you miserable, make you angry etc. 

My life is surrounded by tons of people and fortunate for me, most of them are lovely :)

I'm a talkative person and it's pretty weird for me to find out that there REALLY are some people inside my life circle which I hardly talk to. My mind totally went blank when I was with them. Awkwardness overload. Fate brought me and my friends together. We get bonded quickly without any reasons. Maybe it's because we shared the same laughing spot (笑点), I guess? lol

I'm lucky to have Mr.Chin as well. Too much luck in my life :)

We might not have the same interest, but we have the same idol - Jay Chou. Hahahaha! I'm quite guilty that I often get mood swing and troublesome him all the time. I can happily talk to him at this second and the next second started to become extremely impatient because of some external issues. I am not good at handling my emotion. Too impulsive. Too aggressive. Mr.Chin is totally the other way round. We are like 2 pieces of puzzle connected together, 互补 （づ￣3￣）づ╭❤～

Recently I get the precious chance to reunite with my primary schoolmates. You have no idea how glad I am! I can't sleep at the exact day of Choy Ling's wedding due to over-excited. I love hanging around with them. Looking forward to the next meet up! 

Cousins. Another important roles. My life is plain without them. We can play whatever we want when we are together. 2 of them will enter to collage very soon. The time for us to meet up will become lesser and lesser due to different holiday periods. *Sob sob* Good luck and God blessed to your collage life Angelique and Jian Kai! 

懒人难得发贴

4个月下来不懂是第几次的喉咙疼了

操管他的，今天，星期五，TGIF! 不能让小事影响好心情！

发觉自己病的时候最爱钻牛角尖，把自己搞得身心疲惫。
所以要时时警惕自己：别病倒了！
病了会超粘人，很容易失去安全感。
那不是我那不是我那不是我！*呐喊*

上个月是喜事连连的日子，出席了三场婚礼 :)
内心就是满满的温暖与喜悦  ヽ(✿ﾟ▽ﾟ)ノ

这个月是出走月
北上吉打去佩恩家捣乱再奔向Langkawi!
然后参加了Spektra Run，和fern fern去KL趴趴走!

接下来的日子就让我闷死家中吧.... =_________=

昨晚纠结伦po照片，预告有人怀孕了，是...昆凌吗？(什么白痴问题==)
只知道是扁嘴入睡了....哈哈 好啦 开玩笑 真的话 就祝福你咯 <3

好玩的心藏不住

姗姗来迟的update

想写悉尼游 想着想着就搁置着 荒废着 没去想 没去写了

要写完全程会很累 我就说重点吧

想想认为 还是放多些照片吧

反正一图胜千言 对吧

也没人想看我长篇大论吧（其实是自己懒惰吧）

最满足的是吃到好吃的切片牛排 

Rock cafe 就在悉尼歌剧院附近

第一次在国外庆祝圣诞节 参加平安夜弥撒

感恩 教堂就在附近 感恩 有淑芬的陪伴

第一次庆祝Boxing day 派对餐也太丰富！

西方人很爱把淡味饼干配sour cream

尼玛的好吃到没朋友

早餐很多都是pancake pancake pancake

牛奶牛奶牛奶

我 很 爱 pancake!!! 我 更 爱 牛奶!

悉尼歌剧院还有Harbor bridge游是我的最爱

因为那天是我这么多天以来 最放松也最不累的一天

天气很好 有阳光 但不至于刺眼 风很凉爽 很享受

海边最爱Coogee beach 再次谢谢uncle Terrance :)

不懂为何在悉尼的时候一直很想喝咖啡

而且都叫flat white 第一次喝 觉得不错 就一直叫这个口味了

去了三个不同的动物园看动物 累趴了

小袋鼠好活泼很可爱 无尾熊就一直处于呆滞状态

西方国家的屋子好漂亮 庭院好大 马路也好阔 而且一定都有garage 

不时不时会看到情侣当街热吻 我超爱看 是有多变态 哈哈哈哈哈

坐飞机好累人 8个小时 难为了我这个好动儿

追踪我一系列的悉尼游短片，还有更多会陆续而来 :)
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_Ghu2DNzLoxyeWF0pBQM3Cm0NH4rdy7j

老师要你说英文

说不紧张不紧张
想不到开始实习第2天我居然会感到压力

周会用英文自我介绍 学生都以为我不会说华语
我也想让他们继续误会下去
可是不行因为我有代课其他科目 T^T

英文老师被发现会说华语 学生就绝大部分不开口说英文了
头痛啊 现在只希望讲师来评分的时候能顺顺利利的
学生们 老师的生命在你们手上了
请你们乖乖跟我说英文 T^T

昨天和今天都还有午睡时间
一睡都睡了3小时
不懂之后会不会忙到没有得睡 zzz

希望一切顺心

It's about anniversary

First of all, I would like to say a thousand thanks to my parent for trusting me and letting me to have an overnight trip with Mr.Chin. We both are good kids, no worries! :P 

It just a short and simple getaway with my beloved one. To celebrate our 6th anniversary :)

1st Day (27th September 2014)

We departed late. My bad. He nagged me for the entire afternoon due to this =w= 

It's started raining heavenly right after we passed the tol. He was damn worried coz we hardly to see the road and the only thing I can do is asking him to drive slow. Haha. Useless me :3 

Thanks God we reached Penang island safely and our first food hunting spot was The Voice Cafe!

It is located nearby Queensbay and Eastin Hotel. Quite easily to be found. 

The Voice Cafe served western cuisine but their signature is actually the......

Jumbo Size Ramee! 

It comes with 4 different type of soup for the customers to choose.

We picked Japanese Pork. The taste is far more awesome than what I expected! 

He love it alot! Haha!

The street is kinda empty during the time we went. So yeah. Photo-taking session!

#ootd

#losefocus

#actcute

After that is checking in hotel.

Our hotel is at Tanjung Bunga area, beside Flamingo Hotel. 

It costed us only RM160, through online booking. 

I was amazed by their beach view <3 

Picture snapping time!

ini orang buat ape... lol

This is one of my favorite photo of the year. We actually not yet get ready in front of the camera.

1) Time setting to 10 seconds.

2) I run towards him and hopped on his back.

3) Time is ticking and I was so nervous, keep yelling to him: move forward abit! fast move!

4) He keep saying: wei wei wei, how to move! how to move! cannot see our head dy!!

5) And we both laughed and *kacha*

^^

We went to gym to have some minor workout for 30 minutes.

Getting ready for pre-anniversary dinner. Everything is in rush.

I got not enough time to completely dry out my hair as I need to do my make up at the same time, 

and the lovely him help me out for that. Thanks :D

我是女王哇哈哈

close up for make up of the day.

Originally planned to go Bora-bora by Sunset Restaurant. 

Have our last-minute changed to The Ship. 

Went to here before during the day time with Jinneh them. Haha. 

Their steaks are the best in town! Minimum RM47.90 for a steak -.-

So me and him decided to order chicken chop. (cut budget mah...)

Not bad though! Quite a big portion too!

I teased by a bunch of Indian guys at the parking slot.

They speak Hokkien, saying that I look like ang mo.

Lol. I take it as a compliment. Kamxia  :3

Mr.Chin scared they will hurt me so he pulled my hand and walked very fast to his car. Teehee.  

We went to have a walk in Hard Rock Hotel.

Oh gosh I love this place!

I love everything there. The cafe, the lobby, the live band performance, the beach and the swimming pool! 

This is my first time ever sitting at the beach during the night. 

I terpijak something when I walked on the sand with my barefoot, it terrified me (what a coward -.-)

I'm scared of crab and jellyfish. If I accidentally step on one of them, I will scream like no one.

2nd Day (28th September 2014)

We had our breakfast at Ferringhi Cafe Garden.

Their breakfast is........DAMAZING.

I think Plan B at Ipoh should learn more from them ==

Nice environment, friendly waiters, the best part of it is the price.

It is totally affordable and reasonable. 

They will serve out the coffee when they saw you are nearly finished your meal to make sure that the coffee is still warm to drink. 

How nice!

No way you dont love their beef bacon! *mouth-watering*

Swimming time right after we get back to our hotel!

Basically....he is the only 1 that swim. lol 

Snap! Snap! Snap again! 

Went to Gurney Plaza after checking out.

Movie time: The Golden Brother.

Bosco Wong sibeh handsome! Hehe.

#ootd

#alltimefavoritedrink 

Finally got the chance to try Bingsu! 

Not bad. But I expect to have more topping.

We ordered Coffee and Cookies&Cream flavor.

Thanks Mr.Chin for making me laugh, becoming my only sunshine for these six years.
I am too playful and hyperactive, and sometimes will make you pik cik because of that. Teehee.
I am too young to get old, both mentally and physically :P
You are the one that playing the mature role, tolerate with me all the time.
Love is not about words, is about actions.
And I believe that we both had did it well to prove that we are always love and care of each other.
There are more years to come.
We are ready and prepare for anything . Are we? ^^

*Hugs*