Stand up people!

We come into this world unknown

But know that we are not alone

They try and knock us down

But change is coming, it's our time now

Hey... everybody loses it,

Everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes

And hey... yeah I know what you're going through

Don't let it get the best of you, you'll make it out alive

Ohh

People like us we've gotta stick together

Keep your head up, nothing lasts forever

Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten

It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom

Oh woah oh oh woah oh

We are all misfits living in a world on fire

Oh woah oh oh woah oh

Sing it for the people like us, the people like us

Hey, this is not a funeral

It's a revolution, after all your tears have turned to rage

Just wait, everything will be okay

Even when you're feeling like it's going down in flames

Ohh

People like us we've gotta stick together

Keep your head up nothing lasts forever

Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten

It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom

Oh woah oh oh woah oh

We are all misfits living in a world on fire

Oh woah oh oh woah oh

Sing it for the people like us, the people like us

Oh woah oh oh woah oh

You've just gotta turn it up loud when the flames get higher

Oh woah oh oh woah oh

Sing it for the people like us, the people like us

They can't do nothing to you, they can't do nothing to me

This is the life that we choose, this is the life that we bleed

So throw your fists in the air, come out, come out if you dare

Tonight we're gonna change forever

A short letter to bitch like you

I know I know, I shouldn't pass up hatred, I shouldn't spread negativeness. 

But thing seem getting worse.

I need to somehow, tolerate on myself, treat myself better.

Here's a letter to you, bitch.

You made me feel sick. Your face is so fake.

Putting my faith on you is the biggest fault of my life.

Yet, I choose not to hate you. Hating is unhealthy.

Your attitude? I give u a negative. Your personality? I give u an infinity negative. 

I remain silence all these time doesn't mean I agree with every single thing u said.

It doesn't mean that I'm afraid of you.

I am showing my respect to an ex-goodfriend like you 

and choose not to throw a single shit at your fcuking face. 

Your fcuking fake level can high up until a certain degree that you are willing to jump around, play around with those that you used to hate.

Sad for you. Bitch. Hope you can keep it up huh.

Well, wat'eve. 

We will still be friend. No worry :)

Yeah, feel free to hate me if you want to.
But Hating Me Doesnt Make You Beautiful. Faker!


Jumping tone:
I want to get my first tattoo during my 25th Birthday, like, seriously.
Cant wait!!

莫留恋

回忆总是美好的。
得空时想想是开心的。
但请别留恋于过去，不然活该的是自己。

人来人往，一大堆流言蜚语。
信你的疼你的爱你的始终都会陪着你。

失去会换来更好的。

加油恺苑, 主与你同在 :)

Life has never meant to knock you down

Gonna be a hectic week. 

Sitting at my favorite Cafe in Kampar New Town.

Cant get myself my usual Halzenut Chocolate Frappe cause I have ran out of money and the ATM machine failed to function, so yeah. Sky juice for me.

Everything need to be done before Thursday. 

Exhausted. 

Wondering why I still got the time to do my blogging? 

Well, you know, when inspiration suddenly strike into your mind, you cant help but to stop everything you are doing right now. 

Just don't want to waste any single details that I wish to share to my beloved readers. 

(I have not much readers, *bow 90 degree* for those who willing to spend their precious time in reading my blogs, you guys have no idea how much I love you all <3 )

Life is always challenging me, forcing me to step forward.

He will never bother how many tears that you had fall, how many sleepless night that you had spent. 

He is not trying to screw you, but to give you a lesson that made you unique than someone else.

Everyone is God's creatures. So there is no reason for being judgmental. 

and I am on my way learning this. Everything will be tough at the very beginning. 

It's ok. Take your time. As long as you had try. 

Another challenge for me, a HUGE one - Silence is Golden. 

I used to be super talkative and curious in everything. 

Life gave me a punch, a seriously hard punch. *ouch*

Heart is bleeding and nobody can ever see it. 

There is useless to reveal your sadness to others, yeah somehow you can gain their sympathies (maybe?), but do remember that: there are tons of people out there, waiting to laugh at you.

What doesn't kill you make you stronger.

Sometimes I just cant understand that why people need to pretend so much for the sake of pleasing others.
I cant fake. Really cant. Maybe I should learn this as well, to protect myself.
But seriously...HOW TO FAKE?
喜怒形于色。This is me.
Hate or Love, is up to you.

It's really hard to define "mature" and....I don't t think I am mature...enough? 

I will easily taking everything too serious, okey, I'm gonna rephrase it:

I used to be easily taking everything too serious. I use to be easily getting offended. 

Chinese people will call this as "small gas" (xiao qi). Haha. 

Hey, I am a girl leh, more or less sure will xiao qi de....lol

An instant way to help you to control your "smallgas-ness" is (for me): mingle around with guys. 

Mingle around, is NOTHING to do with flirting. 

I got real manhood on me, f*ck yeah. 

Wait...wait...hold on....this is way too demanding -.-

Simple. Easy like a piece of cake ;)

Life has never meant to knock you down.

So...laugh as hard and as much as you can coz life is too short!

^^

Nice song here to recommend. From my sweet one.
(If you are reading this, you know I am talking abt u. *chu*)

It's ok to be fashionable.

My first expose to fashion world is through watching American Next Model.

Love it love it love it.

I know how to smize, how to be fierce.

I learnt mix and match by reading tons of fashion magazines.

I know the types of fabrics by watching Project Runway. 

and at here I would like to thank Pui Ching, as she is the one that transform me from a completely 

fashion-retarded to a  up-to-trend chick ;)

Money is always my major concern. 

I hate myself for being a truly shopaholic as most of my expenses were spent on clothes and shoes.

Both my home and hostel wardrobes almost wanna burst due to my overload outfits.

It's really hard for me to control the urge of buying new clothes and new shoes.

Fashion is my passion and there is no bottom line for me in this particular area.

I'm not that into trying new things in my life, I prefer familiar stuffs - same group of friends, same living style, same daily routine, that is fine for me. 

The ONLY thing that I'm willing to try and to change is fashion trend.

Taobao came into my life 2 years ago, and that is literally, the biggest mistake of my life.

I cant count how much money that I'd spent on taobao. It already hit RM1k for God sake.

or even more than that. 

I force myself not to think about it. Oh gosh, somebody heal me pls.

I rather use that money to travel. Guilty level up up up.

Why the hell I'm a fashion lover? Why the hell I'm so conscious about the latest trend? 

Why the hell I care so much about my fashion sense? 

And the worst part is: I'm a future teacher.

As you all know, Malaysia education system is so freaking bored and MOE will never tolerate on teachers' dress code.

"No, you cant dye your hair because you are teacher."

"No, you cant wear sleeveless shirts."

"No, you cant wear dresses that are above your knee height."

NO NO NO.

Typical Malaysia teachers will be like - messy curly hair, floral-printed blouse + chiffon dress, toes-showing brown colour sandal. No way. 

I will go for either one-piece dress or formal shirt + pencil skirt.

I prefer white-collar-lady look.

I'm grateful that my parents aren't a control freak towards my appearance.

I'd experienced being critic by my daddy's friend once after I got my hair dye into purple colour.

"Your daughter ah? Studying what now?"

"English education course"

"Why make yourself look like that? Teacher should have teacher look mah!" 

wadafuq.

Hello uncle born-on-60's. I dont even know you and my daddy never say this kind of thing to me before so you think I will listen to you? I dont even give a shit. 

It's your business to be old-fashioned. 

Never tell me what to do unless you are the person that I care. You are just a stranger.  

Don't be judgemental ok? 

You asked me this kind of question is like embarrassed my daddy indirectly. I don't like that.

Hey, is there any law that mentioned about it's illegal for teachers to dye their hair? *eyes-rolling*

It's ok to be fashionable. Show your guts. Be confident on who you are.

Life is too short. Try crazy stuffs while you are young.

Dont pretend to be someone else.

Dont wear mask in front of others coz eventually you will find nothing beneath your mask.

Love what you chose even though it's not your 1st choice.

Ohh, this is my 100th post. 

Congratz for myself.

Teehee.

很喜欢很喜欢你

成绩出了。虽然还能维持3.0以上但真心的，我还不是很满意。心情没很好，所以去刷youtube，反复看着杰伦的MV。

啊。我真的好喜欢你啊杰伦！！！

他的歌真的创意无限。Rap到特快像神一般的节奏。我超爱模仿他rap的。哈哈！

我爱会跳舞的男生。虽然杰伦跳舞没很厉害，但他却能把每支舞都跳得很帅！

最爱他的<本草纲目〉, <Mine Mine> 还有 <公公偏头痛〉。

很欣赏他嘲讽人的作品。超diao的拜托！从发泄对狗仔不满的<四面楚歌>和〈扯>, 到讽刺其他歌手抄袭J式曲风的〈红模仿>, 搞笑kuso的歌词我都背得滚瓜烂熟了! x)

还有还有，我伦还很喜欢把外语加进歌曲里面，像〈以父之名>, <四面楚歌〉, <麦芽糖〉, <Mine Mine>, <好久不见〉，〈流浪诗人〉等等等等。

讲述社会道德败坏的歌如〈爸，我回来了〉和 <懦夫〉，提倡保护大自然的〈梯田〉, 激励人心的〈稻香〉和〈蜗牛〉, 道述战争的可怕的〈止战之殇〉, 维护华人尊严的〈逆鳞〉，用车子零件和声音来作词的〈自导自演〉.......

然后杰伦唱的抒情歌真的好好听 T^T 最近疯狂重听的是上海巡演翻唱的〈听见下雨的声音〉。还有最新的是浪漫版〈霍元甲〉。在此也推荐一首杰伦的非主打曲，相信很少人听过的，那就是〈我落泪.情绪零碎〉。啊，多么诗情画意的歌名呀 :3 

好啦我癫够了 QvQ

乱

这会是很乱的一篇文
有过去，有现在，有以后。

近来都是考试季节，除了忙，还多了些生活小插曲必须处理。
没想到自己会变成了中间人....
要调和与平衡两者间的冲突，真的需要好大的学问，好多的情绪管理。
愿主能在我身旁帮助我，让这两位傻瓜恢复正常 T^T



多两科，就两科！我就自由了！
星期四考完就冲去penang放任自我了！期待！



好想念初中的日子。那时候的senior个个都是帅哥型仔 #^_^#
最"Lam"的是舞蹈学会的梁x宗，太帅了拜托！还神似杰伦哥!!!!
还有以前的St.John seniors都是大帅哥，高大威猛，操步一流 :3




说到期待，我还真的好期待接下来日子。
加入了Feel The Beat 舞蹈比赛的helper group，希望自己能忙起来，生活能充实些。
10月（嗯...还有好久啊...) 打算染金毛....
之后是姐妹婚纱专辑! 这一定得完成！趁我还没过21岁!
再来是还有很遥远的澳洲之旅！！！


话说我伦又来马来西亚骗钱(?!) 了 /.\
我    好    想     去
看了票价再算吧~




当烦恼越来越多玻璃弹珠越来越少我知道我已慢慢地长大了
大学生活让我心智上改变了蛮多....
希望不变的会是，我好玩的那一颗心 :)