2020的始如屎

2020的开始
大家还是一如往常的生活着我也一样
上课放学 运动睡觉 补习班 通电话
每夜睡觉前倒数和他见面的日子
再也普通不过的每日循环生活脚步
因为新冠病毒的突袭 一切 都不一样了
我不止一次在脑海中自问谁能料到这让人措手不及的疫情
以前日复一日的日常routine
以为自己厌倦了的生活也因为行动管制 （3月14至4月14日）
而让我无限想念
*在我上载此post时已演变成有条件行管令至6月9日

跟我爱的他去了普吉生日游
因为疫情关系 我无法做到大玩特玩
在普吉的4天3夜里 都是一直提醒彼此勤洗手别碰脸 外出回来全部东西大消毒 衣服统统丢进热水里洗
往好的方面想 何尝不是个特别的体验呢
最重要是保留着跟他的回忆
没能好好拍摄travelog 还把他特地买的三脚架落在岛上
老娘拍胸口以后咱两出国行肯定要拍得唯美至极

出国回来 妈咪超怕我的啊 碰都不敢碰
看着觉得可爱又搞笑
谢谢他愿意留下来陪我隔离
一陪就陪足了两个星期
在旁边屋隔离是我们的另类难忘体验
也是老娘第一次体会什么叫同居生活
隔离期跟MCO的日子是同步的
大家都是必须乖乖待在家里
我在隔离期的感觉就是 要是当天没有什么家务做 我会无聊屎 时间好像很慢过
也因为这个体验 我养成了每天早上10点半才起床的“好”习惯
在隔离14天里 受他影响 变成我每晚会嘴馋想吃零食饼干泡面
因为很得空 时间多的是 无聊时喜欢黏着他撒撒娇
如今想起 还是很怀念

现在的我 围绕着思绪的都是一堆想念
想念学校无邪的小家伙们
想念他们稚气的声音叫着miss tng miss tng
想念我可恶又搞笑的补习学生
想念他每晚7.30的电话那头愉悦的声音：“baby我放工啦”
想念他的“baby i am home”信息
想念我无聊时翻看日历计划几时上槟城的日子
想念等火车搭火车 想念北海美食
想念每个周日早上参与教堂弥撒
想念周末跟家人外出吃早餐的时光
想念能外出喝茶聚会还有me time的自由

愿疫情赶紧减缓稳定然后渐渐消失。
相信明天会更好。

2018年的第一游！

胡志明，2012年第一次去，印象不怎么样，还很嫌弃当地的食物。可能年少轻狂，还不懂如何享受美食吧？

6年就这样没了，咱来到了2018年。为什么会再倒回去这个城市呢？第一，原先计划去台湾的但看到机票价钱就打退退退退退退堂鼓了。第二，经济加上路线看似不复杂。第三，大学同僚伙伴们反正也还没去过那就来一起呗！

2018 January决定后在Vivien和Sook Fern的紧盯下很快速的就买了来回机票。住宿也在间中的一个月内搞定了。然后我们大伙儿就居然开始hea, 久不久放个链接在群组也就没了回事，还真是淡定，哈哈哈。直到日子逼近的一个礼拜前，比较紧张大师的我才火速整理了资料，拟定了一定要吃的食物和餐厅，之后也一致全体通过。由于假期前一个礼拜是考试周，手上hold着五大卷考试纸，为了旅行能够无忧无虑的，我很争气的在一天以内批改和算分完毕了！*撒花撒花*

第一天晚上八点的飞机，延误了一下，到达胡志明当地时间大概是九点半。（HCM时间比马来西亚慢一个小时）先说说Vietnam Airline吧，倒霉的是遇到了不专业的空姐。没笑容还厉害摆脸色呢，内心不懂扇了她多少巴掌。食物好吃，但红酒和白酒还是别点了，特难喝，啤酒倒不错。电话卡花了200千VD，无限上网。从机场到达airbnb住宿也很晚了，大伙儿在住宿溜达了几圈就各自梳洗回房做猪了。

第二天：220 Pho当早餐，Notre Dome圣母大教堂，Central Post Office, Book Street, Independence Palace, 道地越南小食，5KU station, Pham Ngu Lao

首先要说，Pho真的太！好！吃！你喜欢牛肉的话绝对要来这里吃他们的Pho! 这一天吃的档口是经airbnb host的介绍，就在住宿附近，汤很浓，配上柠檬草还有酸柑汁后更加停不了口！之后开始周游各个出名地标，在book street很随意的找了间咖啡馆，点了coffee plus little milk (很可爱的名字，哈哈)，味道也很让人满意。Vivien点了牛油果smootie, 根本天堂，而且才45千VD，比马来西亚便宜。我试了一口立马去点了一杯猛灌。恰巧的，Independence Palace因装修缘故在我们去的当天开始关闭直到我们回马来西亚的那天才重开，有够倒霉。晚上不得不提的是5KU station, 坐落在district 1 (HCM最热闹的地区)。Grab car司机超搞笑，把我们载到那里后，坐在前座的我没发现前面有辆摩多迎面要从我门边驶过，所以当我开门时双方都被吓到，我连忙说sorry sorry, 司机直接很凶的告诉我: “no sorry, say fuck him!” 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈，我还真笑惨了。5KU station出名越南式烤肉。他家的酱料一流。我们点了猪肉，牛肉，炸鸡翅，啤酒蒸虾，mix vegetable, 三瓶啤酒一罐100号，算起来一个人也差不多马币30。个人觉得很值得因为真的想起都会流口水呀！吃饱后我们就到附近走走，消消肚腩。District 1的确蛮多店让你走走停停看看的，还有几条特别深入的街道，有男生同行记得把他们捉紧紧，黑暗街道内会有不同“类型”的魔爪随时把你们的朋友抓入房内蹂躏一番。走爽了又随意找了间西餐厅楼上阳台位喝饮料。被Lydia目睹有个男的在楼下一直往上望我们还窃窃笑...zzz...

第三天：Café Apartment, Tan Dinh Church, Rose café, Banh Mi, Ben Thanh Market, City Hall, Fuji Massage

早上起床我满怀期待的准备要去吃Bahn Mi, 结果没有做好survey，去到才懂下午两点半才开，闲掉。Grab car司机好心的兜我们去到Café Apartment，我们在车上都快变饿鬼了。Café Apartment其实并不是全部咖啡馆，里面还有内衣店跟boutique。看见一家咖啡馆名”8eilts”, 和我们大学时期的British Council英文统考IELTS名字很像，就果断进去了。我靠。每样食物都恰到好处。我跟啊孽点了道地食物：蟹肉汤粉。汤汁是浓稠得像燕窝那种，蟹肉一点也不吝啬，配上鲜虾还有肉，果腹亦不腻。加上特大杯牛油果smootie, 根本胃高潮。吃完早餐拍了一轮照片，啊孽嚷嚷着要尝尝滴滴咖啡，我们问了Apartment内的两间café都没有提供，真的还好我的万能妈咪在我去越南之前提醒了我一定要去Rose Café喝滴滴咖啡，还告诉我名字很容易记什么的，所以之后就很快的打车过去了，距离大概才3km左右。吃饱了喝爽了我们就把力气花在走粉红教堂和逛Ben Thanh Market。结果我们几个potato也是没做好survey， 去到Ben Thanh Market几乎所有店都准备打样了。匆匆的买了爸妈爱吃的腰豆还有几包蓝山咖啡粉后就准备回去吃Banh Mi。啊孽和芬咬到辣椒片，胃口和心情都被毁了。接下来随便乱走居然碰上了夜间超漂亮的City Hall。大伙儿也一窝蜂的抱着灯柱乱拍了一轮照！哈哈哈哈哈哈！原来City Hall再走去一个大广场就是Cafe Apartment的位置了。晚间很热闹，很多街头卖艺还有小食。最后去了招牌打着“日本知名按摩”的Fuji Massage。两个字：失望！好想念泰国的按摩！！！便宜又超爽！！

第四天：Ben Thanh Market, District 1, Rooftop Dining, Bonsai Cruise, Chill Sky Bar

Just so you know, 老师是忙很忙很忙的。第四天的行程我拖到6月9号才接下去写….哈哈哈哈哈哈。正巧是马来西亚变天一个月纪念。Ben Thanh Market真的真的还好而已。我对它的印象就是热和闷。在里面foodcourt吃早餐还被骗钱。TMD本地人可以再没良心一点。之后特地兜去我在2012年去过的一间大教堂，为的是 买它对面街店家的造型头盔。种类比6年前时所看到的少了好多。接下来下午茶于over-rated的一间顶楼餐厅。服务员就是白鸽眼 J 对洋人服务棒棒哒然后就对我们鸟也不想鸟。这天最开心最难忘的还是豪华游艇的短暂2小时体验。食物很好吃可是种类就不比我想象中那么丰富。还有，它只提供你一杯welcoming drinks, 之后饮料一律需付费。Cultural Fashion Show不错，live band很合我的口味，都是经典怀旧英文歌曲。到最后临下船之际全部人都high起来了。真的好喜欢这种气氛！烦恼全部都抛光了！依依不舍之际我们就来到夜间的最后一站: Chill Sky Bar。感觉如何？我觉得曼谷的美多了，呵呵。

第五天：Pho Le, Bye HCM

最后一天啦！我们早餐就在大名鼎鼎的Pho Le解决。超大份超满足。重点是！Vivien请客！我们真的有福气了啊哈哈哈哈哈！谢谢Vividarrrr!

*2020年才update我真的太棒了...

跪求正能量

社会大学严重剥夺了我生活上的自由。到最后还不是成为了金钱的奴隶啊。

从大学开始就已经明白拥有好领导的重要性。初出茅庐能拿到靠近的学校真的很幸运，感恩同事都超友善又不分你我，唯一的缺点就是有着一位眼睛不够雪亮的领袖，成日享受着左右手的无谓奉承，狗臣们获得盲领袖撑腰，在学校牙文牙武，啊，这一切，就当做学习吧。学习如何见招拆招。新的一年来临之际，已经有两位老师一位副校长陆续离开了我校，三位都是人才。好吧，我只能说我校倒霉透了。

我一向来都是秉持着“做好本分”的原则。而对于我来说，把该教的都教好，需要处理的文件弄好，就已经完成我的工作了。一切不属于我负责范围的，对不起，我会礼貌拒绝。我真的必须学习保护自己，深怕一开头被欺负惯了，以后我的路会很难走。再者，当老师的薪水并不高，我不想自己觉得亏欠自己，打一份underpaid的工，心理不平衡到最后搞得自己不开心。

年纪不小了啊。大学占了我五年半，工作上我的起步比大多同龄人来得慢。一堆债务接憧而来，我要赚钱，我要存钱。万事起头难，这三天开会后心情都没放松过。策划着招收小组补习班，也在努力筹备中。年头不会好过了吧。要撑着哦汤老师。

throwback to 17/9/17

was overwhelmed by  emotional tiredness from no way and I dunnoe why

maybe since the first weekend of September I’d never got a good rest to recharge myself

or maybe was the emptiness after meeting with Uni gang and my first GD concert

落寞感 you know?

GD concert. The experience that I’d like to share at here.

The exact day of it was quite a disaster. Raining non-stop for 4 hours. Stop 2 hours in between. Started to rain again. Got into the wrong entrance because of a crew member’s misleading. Forced to re-queue due to organizer’s poor management. Leg keep getting ponytail-slap from the girl sat in front of me.

K. enough of complaining.

Great things did happen on us thou. Our seats were satisfying, can see GD kinda clear. HE IS SO DAMN CUTE, HIS EYES ARE FUCKING ELECTROLYZING I KENOT. Plus, all those GD songs that catch my heart, had been performed during this concert. Considered lucky rite? :)

After attending three concerts, deeply feel that having a sohai partner with you is truly a bless. Min Lie has the same ‘get-high-spot’ with me. I can’t forget the moment when I told her I wish GD will sing Divina Commedia, the next second, intro music of this song came in, WE BOTH SCREAM LIKE KENA RASUK OR WHAT. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Next concert?

Bigbang.

Please T.T 

致崔胜铉

大哥，你出事至今，身为粉丝的我，对此事三缄其口，在社交网站也没发布过一丁点你的消息。是因我真的很心疼你....TT

对于一切一切的谩骂，尤其是该死的Utar confession, 不知为何总爱把枪口指着你，即使只是轻轻滑过内容，我都很容易无名火起。

六月份的开始，对于我来说，是不愉快的。对于你，更是噩梦吧。

你该受罚，无可否认。

但请别害怕。你还有很多像我一样，甚至比我更爱你的VIP们，撑着你，不让你跌倒。

你给予我们很棒的创作，感恩你的天赋，让你的音乐能影响生活。

艺人并不是好人好事代表，看，我引用了我伦的歌词呢。哈哈哈

请你务必坚强。我不希望哪天传来了你轻生的消息...

我还在筹备着钱出国看bigbang演唱会的啊。

想你咯。尤其是当你微笑时上唇都会不见的可爱面容。

you will never get enough of Thailand

you will never get enough of Thailand.

Graduation trip might sound junior-ish for degree students, but who cares, we went and back with 101% no regret! Everyday was pack with scheduled activities, it's tiring yet full of joys. 3 pity bugs took turn undergo difference suffers within this 8 days journey - Mian the period cramps; Lydia the cold catcher and Fern the hangover. Gladly that they still manage to have fun during the trip, tons of blessed :)

Bangkok taxi drivers...I would say most of them are big cheater. They will give a lot of excuses to say no when you asked them to run the taxi meters because it's ALOT cheaper. We paid 300bht to get a taxi took us from our apartment to Chatuchak market which is only 4km away and after that when I browse through the meters counter list, 300bht is enough for us to go somewhere which is 50km away. TMD...transportation fees is always be our main concern in Thailand :( 

A part from that, everything is good. I never felt so 土豪 in Bangkok. You can literally just grab, pay and go when you shop at Bkk coz their clothes and shoes are so damn cheap! Another attraction that truly made me don't feel like going home is Pattaya. Night life there is dope - bar with awesome live band and various adults entertainment such as pole dancing and...sex show (not really sure what is that but sound so wrong, lol). I experienced oil massage in Pattaya and it's ah ah ah ah ah hen7 shuang! Well, it's my first time having a massage with only a small panties, interesting memory tho. The masseurs and us got too high while chatting until being complained by other masseur. Hehe. 咱们热情难却!

second day lunchie at 7eleven

one way bus trip only cost 6.50bht 

梁文音

thanks for joining :)

Our bond is getting stronger after this trip...cause we all know that...it will be hard for us to reunite again once we say goodbye to each other during the last day of this journey. 6 of us, from different parts in Malaysia, from north to south, east to west. So much flash back in my mind while I am writing this post. 5 and a half years in just a blink of eye. That complicated feeling....been throughly experienced sweet, sour and bitter in my degree life. I am proud. Proud to be Utarian, proud to be a part of EP group, and proud of my squad.

Jumping tone - Working life sucks, just like what I expected. Maybe it’s because I don’t have my passion in, and maybe it’s an underpaid job. Uni life is so good and carefree. I miss it already, that kind of miss is real bad. I hate growing up!

FIRST TATTOO EXPERIENCE

*7th August 2016*

purposely capitalize the full tittle because I FINALLY MADE IT! 

those who know me well will know that getting myself inked is my dream since secondary school.

and after such a long while, during the final semester of my university life,

this life goal had been achieved :) 

I did two. yes. TWO. but considered small, both lettering. 

My tattoo artist is Raice Wong. She is pretty and real cute, my nervousness straight went down after talking to her. 

I did the first tattoo at my left lower back. Surprisingly, the pain is not that bad.

I don't even know Raice had started. 

yet, the painfulness is unsteady,  certain parts made me pain until.....

but definitely bearable. 

I even thought that I will fain or puke due to the sore. lol

My second tattoo is at my right hand waist.

aftercare is kind of troublesome. 

but it's all worth and I am now going through the healing process,

hoping the colour can turn out well.

ok. warning fot those who wish to get your first tattoo:

IT IS ADDICTIVE.

ADDICTIVE.

ADDICTIVE.

*keeping all bullshits talk cocks on how tattoo can ruin one's impression cause i dun k pls tq*